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I think we had fun while it lasted. I will never forget the day you asked me out, or the first time your lips touched mine, or those quiet momemnts when we would just be with eachother. It was beautiful. There was finally someone I could call my own.We were happy weren't we?But then a change happened somewhere in between. A change that was so prominent that nothing would be able to undo it. Was it something I did? What caused you to do it? What happened? There were so many questions I wanted to ask, but vocally stating them would have been to painful to hear. It would have only made the situation so much realer. Admittance would have offered so much more hurt than comfort. My mouth full of words begging to come out. I wanted to hate you. I wanted to shout at you. I wanted to ask why. Did these past months mean anything to you? Did you ever actually love me? So many questions remain unanswered. But I can now tell you one thing, I don't regret a single moment spent with you. What we had was nice, and at the time it was real. I don't regret falling for you, and though I do hate the way things ended between us, know that I could never truly bring myself to hate you.